Stress Week

I know dah lame I tak update blog nie. Why suddenly hari nie tetiba rase nak update. OK MD is now in Perth for 1 week. So, to make life easier (ade ke term tu..) I decided to stay in a hotel near my office and also near to Muadz's nursery. Reason?? Pepagi I bole terpacak by 7.30 kt nursery Muadz tu and then shoot ke SU untuk hantar Alya and Myra to Qdees and drive back to office. So, I would reach office paling2 pon 9.15 am. Kalau dah masuk lambat tuh xkanla nak balik 5.30 kan? So, tenghari i fetch AlyaMyra and park sekejap nursery kt bawah ofis i nie. RM30/child for half day. But, due to hari tu I kene gastric attack, my parents volunteer untuk fetch the kids and send them kat lobby hotel. From Monday until yesterday, I was on MC. So, today lepas I tapau MCD I tunggu kat lobby for them. Then terus naik bilik lunch dengan diorg. I beli nuggets for them and cheeseburger for me. Kakak saw the burger and asked sapa punyer. I cakap makanla...die pon makan. Sampai separuh then die ckp kenyang. Lepas I setel baju2 diorg utk nursery, I pon makan. Kakak cakap dia saje tinggalkan separuh burger tuh utk I. Terkedu I..I cakap kakak makanla...mama kenyang. Then, kakak amik makan. Dia tanye mama makan apa. I cakap takpela pandai2la mama beli nanti. Sebak hati nie bila your 6yo daughter dah start considering others. Then, I terus hantar diorg kt nursery. Hampeh tol orang nursery tu macam terpinga2 plak dah. Padahal I dah ckp dekat Ms Tian tu. So ade aunty tu amik diorg tanye susu, baju etc so I drop kan my number and left. Tetiba hati rasa tak sedap. Tak tahu kenapa. Mungkin sebab nursery tuh teramat asing bagi diorg and some more non muslim. I hanya drop until 6 pm then I turun amik diorg and terus pegi bilik mandi etc and kuar balik utk fetch Muadz.

I tahu AlyaMyra both independent tapi ntah kenapa hati nie rasa bersalah sangat. Kalau tak kerana cuti dah takde, I would apply 1 week leave senang xyah pening2. Lagipon this week last week of school so I taknak Kakak miss the last moments dengan her kindy friends and teachers. Siap buat kad untuk all the teachers. Next year, she will be in Standard 1. I rasa I cam xpuas main dgn kakak. Maybe masa tuh I ada maid so byk masa kakak habis dengan maid. Lepas tuh dah ada adik (I conceived masa kakak 11/2yo). Gastric I macam dh ok. Dah takde pening2,loya2 and mabuk. (ngalahkan orang peknen plak dah...) However, The stress week will not ends here cause MD will be away another week to Dubai early December pulak dah. Tak tahu plan macammana plak masa tu. Sekali fikir rasa nak berenti duduk rumah je. Tapi bile 3-4 kali fikir takde pulak duit extra untuk pegi bercuti atau beli apa2 yg bebudak nak kan. Some more, benefit on medical is on me as MD is a freelancer so takdela medical benefit. Teruk jugak nak bayau puluh2 hinggit setiap kali pegi klinik. Kalau ada insurans kad company tuh bulela save duit utk beli lipstick ke....(eh???)

Blogging again???

Hi,

After setahun lebey barula I jenguk this blog balik...hahaha...cepatnyer masa berlalu. OK taknak cerita panjang2 now our family dah bertambah sorang lagik and its a boy. Born on 25th June 2011 (khadeeja was on 28th June). Putera yang dinanti2kan. Muadz Imran Mohd Khairi. hehe. Well I did made a wish masa kat depan Kaabah 2 years ago that Allah grant us a son and Alhamdulillah it happened. And now he is 3 and 1/2 months old and I'm still breasfeeding him exclusively. To date I have stored 100+ EBM for him. Learnt as lesson during Khadeeja's time where I only managed to breastfed her up to 4 months due to lack of knowledge.

Actually now I on MC for 2 weeks. Why??? I ada backpain. It happened last Saturday masa nak siap2 ke SJMC untuk cucuk Muadz. When I nak angkat Muadz from the bed suddenly zappp kat belakang I. So sakit I can't even walk. I menangis time tu and MD suggest to go to hospital. So we called SJMC and booked time with Dr Lim Boon Peng. So dengan takde maidnye and I was so in pain all of us masuk dalam kereta and shoot to SJMC. To catch there before 1 pm as Saturday they opened until 1 pm only. So MD drove until the passenger area and I keluar myself and asked the guard to wheel me to 7th floor. Have to be on my ownla kan since MD akan park kereta and to handle kids lagik. So after 2 hours baru dapat jumpa Dr and he was testing on me whether I kene slip disc or not. Luckily it was just muscle stress ja and he was giving me 2 weeks of MC to recover. Since I'm breastfeeding, the dr could not give any medicine except pain killers and gel and plaster to apply on the pain area.

So here I am reason why I'm blogging again. Actually I dah recover sikit2. Dah boleh berjalan and cuma ade certain position je yg I akan rasa sakit. But still I xbule dukung little Muadz sambil berdiri kecuali duduk. Still rasa trauma and takut same thing happen. And little Muadz pon dah 6.5kg ok. OKla..penat juga menaip nie...till then see ya...

My Passion

Yess...that is the topic for today.

I've been thinking for quite sometimes. I want to explore the other side of me. Well, means other than this current job, I need to give some space to myself to learn about something else. That's when I decided to join chocolate's class. It may not be the only class I would join, there are other things that I want to learn and explore.

So, it started on 17th April, I went to Bukit Jelutong to learn about chocolates. Rase naif giler masa tu. Ape couverter, compound, ganache tuh..ape tamper..mold and all sort of vocabs yg nak kena ingat. So, bile balik tuh I tunjuk to my kids, diorg excited gile expecially kakak. Unfortunately, I pegi class tuh after kakak's birthday, kalau tak boleh jugak I buat something homemade utk dihantar to her school.

So, on the next week, I carik barang2 dulu, cukopkan sume stock then baru bule start. So, on 2 of may is my first on trial. I decided to buat fashionista set sbb kakak and adik sure suke kaler2 tuh kan. Really menguji kesabaran tapi I did enjoyed myself. Habis jugakla chocolates tuh dimakan oleh kakak and adik. For the past few days, I dok memborong barang2 chocolate je...dari emulco, flavor, kotak2 etc. I aim nak buat something special for my mom for mother's day this Sunday. I plan nak buat couverter chocolate (chocolate grade A). Nanti I post the pictures.

So, as for now, enjoy the pictures kay:

Updates

Wow...lamenyer tak update since mid March...hehe...well I'm new blogger okay..give some space..:)
Here are some updates on what happened for the past few weeks.

14 April was Nafeesa's 4th birthday. Actually we were suppose to celebrate together with our vacation but seems it has to be postponed, then me and MD decided to take half day that day since kakak will be at school in the morning so no point of taking leave, might as well save for the year end plans. :) So...where we headed?? We went to OU gyms for kids and surprisingly since it was weekdays, so mmg 2-3 family jer kat situ...they ruled the place of course...Later, in the evening, we headed to cakes shop at my place to pick up cake for the Q-dees (forgot, earlier I've already picked up Secret Recipe cake with alphabatical fondants for our own celebration). Then, we bought the balloons for the cake cutting ceremony at home. During cake cutting, xbley tahan tgk adik yg keep her eyes on the smarties...she held the plate all the time waiting for the right moment...bile I tanye "adik nak cake x?" die terus grab smarties kat kek tuh...habis sume die pulun. So, her birthday in June, I kene carik cake with full of smarties...hehehe

On my weight loss plakkk..to date I managed to reduce 4kg since last weight. Hmm..improvement..still trying to reduce but I can see myself in size L or M!!! When your weight has improved, automatically your self confidence comes in. :)

What else...aaa recently I've found my new passion. But, I'll keep that to myself first. Dun worry, will update.

Weight Loss - update

Just nak update on my weight loss journey. Last Friday, I was about to wear jeans to office. So, I amikla jeans yg I mmg dah pakai weekend before that. Yela, we don't basuh jeans everytime pakai kan. So, masa nak sarung tuh suddenly I tgk soo gelebeh especially dekat paha and pinggang plak mmg dah melorotla. Pakai belt pon nampak xkemas cause gelebeh kat tepi paha. So, end up pakai baju kurung je...hahaha...

Take note my jeans is 32. Same size with MD. So, I dah bgtau MD yg he will get the jeans back bile I move to smaller size.hehehe...

I think the reason because I have been off Teh Tarik for 2 weeks and I also mmg cut half my rice during lunch hour. At night mmg I amik HL and make sure I minum tea Mix 6 litre every day OK??? So, that's fair enoughla kan to give the result. Hopefully my static weight of 59kg will move end of this week.

Monday yang sungguh blues...

Hari nie monday blues...hahaha..biasela kan..

We are supposed to go for our vacation this weekend but has to be postponed end of the year as our maid nak cuti for 2 months so might as well we reserved our vacation at that time kan. Sedey pon ade cause dah prepared since last year and tempat yg we all nak pegi nie mmg I've been dreaming off since early marriage. So, sebagai ganti we will have 2 vacations back to back..hahaha. The good point is that Myra will be a six months older...so at least at that point of time she will appreciate the vacation more.

Semalam pegi layan Alice in Wonderland with MD kat Pavillion. Left the kids at home. Siap cakapla nak pergi work..so kene kuar awal2 la kan walaupon show was at 12pm!!! Kakak siap mushkil work pakai jeans tapi I teros ckp kat die "Kakak buat homework ok..mama and daddy pegi work..nnt mama balik mama sign" yeye jela dia angguk...kesian pon ade. Since we have booked the show terpaksela tinggal kalau tak aku dah hangkut dah 2 org tuh naik keter. Tgkla this weekend nak bwk diorg pegi tgk deco AIW kat midvalley.

The journey begins....

I don't know why I'm writing this...normally I suke baca blog orang...kalau blog org diet...terasa begitu berkobar2 nak menguruskan badan...blog housewife..terasa nak benti keje jadik housewife. But something that I've read in the blog yg menyebabkan I suddenly nak start create a blog and start to write. Reason??? Someday, if I takde di dunia nie...I have this blog for my children to read and know who I am, how I love them very much and also all the things that had happened through out my journey. Sekarang, diorg mungkin kecik lagik utk tahu semua ini...but someday hope they will read this.

I also would like to share my journey to weigh loss program....ntah jadik ke idak...hopefully I berjaya mencapai berat yg diidamkan...heheheh...